A WHOLE NEW TINA TO BE
l may have did wrong in my past love. I may had been too much of a hero, facing all my problems alone, so as to not burden my love ones.
I know how much they would scarify for me if i had told them, but i dont wanna be selfish, cause they have more important things to face to.
But i never knew that, by not voicing out, it may end up to misunderstanding. ANd there he had thought i was never there for him or even love him anymore. Well, atless things are cleared that my intention are good just that yah,i wanted every one to be happy and not to worried about me.
Time changes, and i guess people changes as they move in to a different environment. I cant blame him for drifting to someone, am partly at fault too. Its been 5 years, i should have let him know my intention was to work hard for our future, and that i dun want to burden him so as he could focus on his education. Well now that he knew its too late. But i’ve got to move on and its 2mnths plus, and i finally move on.
Its hard to forget and get over it, but its different from moving on. I will put every ting in to memories. We maynot be 4eva as love, but we gonna be friends 4eva, and bring on the love to our next partner, share the love with them n ofcuz a better love. And i thank you for appearing in my life before. We gonna make it through then next separate ways. FIN~
AND NOW~
From now on, I’m still learning, love and be loved …
But for real,after past 2relation, I am afraid of falling in love …
However, you changed my way of seeing and accepting in different points of view
I really appreciate you as my friend, and am pleased to be hold by you in your arms.
學不會，只是暫時…
從現在開始，我仍在學習, 愛與被愛…
經過這麼多, 我很害怕談戀愛…
但是，你改變了我看到和接受的不同點
真的很感谢你当我的朋友，我很高兴在你的手中持有
Pardon my ENGLAND…am trying my best improve it :{D