Its been long i hang out with my ITE mates, due to work but am free now. Really appreciate that you guys never blame me much for not meeting, and in return ofcuz not angry of them cuz they too are busy, i kind of want that kind of attitude from him too but well is past. Just got to remember, if one cant meet up, they’ve got reason, just be patients and wait, till now i still keep that.
AND These meeting up, kinda different, cuz the one i use to love is just my friend now. Its just different, i can msg him alot now but dunno when comes facing him i got nothing to talk. I will only miss when times we sing together and talk craps. But i hated those talking to him cuz till now. Thinking back, when we were together hang out with friends,never will he talk to me nicely, always got said by ( mostly laugh at for my english and all conversation, question) and all i just have to take it as a joke. Sometime i just dun wish to talk, is not emo or what is once i talk i dunno what will they said about and make fun. But dude every one has a feeling too, theres limit. oh well. ( maybe u ppl will say “who cares then still post” but yah i am gonna post what eva i want cuz it will either to remind me, or maybe some of u out there are treating someone the same, so think twice before u react k :) )
Of cuz i too have to reflect on tat, when am unhappy i always tolerate and dun speak up, so it kinda end up misunderstanding too :) but i really hope who eva u all, i am trying my best to be nice all out, but sometimes u guys just too much treating me like one kind, if i sux at curtain thing, please teach me and quite making fun, i maybe happy out there but inside me, am crying badly.
Am glad that i found someone new now, one who treat me for who i am, one whom i am waiting for …gonna be back in 4more days. <3