My new hair cut, not much diff, just shouten a little. Every year as i said is a tridition to get a hair cut for a great change and start thinking of my life.
Its been up in my mind, for pass years. I guess i am a boring person. Ppl ask me out, travel, going night life. I feel so not sociable. Hooking up with my work n thinking so much about future. I don’t even have time for bf cuz am so hook up in my mind not to fail my poly and needs to support family. You always say enjoy the moment why worried so much.Yesh who dose not want, but hey i am not a rich kid. You guys receive aso much allowance from your parent, nothing to get worried about, but i cant.And am just too poor to afford such activity. Maybe these y no one love me for cuz am such boring person ( NOT I DUN WANT IS I CANT AFFORT TO ). I only care about future, planning ahead.
BUT if you ask me if there’s a time machine would i be more active towards relation n friends. I’ll still say no. I cant afford to see my future family suffer. I am about having family, i just wish to pass and get a stable job and live happily with my love ones. Am no big minded thinking of oversea. I just want a happy and simple life. I dun need big things to make it happy. you cant accept me but i’ve got someone who dose and loves me and he support me. And if eva i can time travel, i will not make any changes, cuz at the end of the stomp, i found true love :{D
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